Semi-Charmed Kind of Life

Ok. I just have to say this one thing that i copied from my other blog. Cause its been pissing me off. Here it is :

-i hate how people have no respect for our current president. they dont even know him. yet they call him childish names...probably to be "cool" or whateva. well i think thats so stupid and just makes you look disrespectful and uninformed. if you want to attack his policies, go ahead. but dont attack him as a person...a person that you have NEVER MET IN YOUR ENTIRE LIFE. you talk about him like he backstabbed you, cut off your right arm and stole your spouse. saying things like "bush sucks!" and "bush is a cunt!" is just childish BS. get a frickin life.


haha yeah. plz do. get a life that is.

that is all.

-nif

After talking to a lot of people, including my parents and a good friend that I trust, i've decided that my life needs a change.
I need to learn to be more honest, more caring. To stay away from judging others more than i need to.
And in order to do that, I think my life, my friends, everything needs to be re-arranged.
I shouldnt put myself in situations where drama is going to occur.
I need to stop hanging out with people that I know I can't control my mouth around.
So instead of blaming others like I always do, I'm blaming myself and doing something about it.

Sorry to everyone I hurt. No hard feelings. No grudges.

But thats where it ends.

I never thought a change like this could happen my senior year in high school. But I guess it did. I need to do what's best for everyone and I think the people I hang out with needs to be changed.

Thanks to everyone who helped me through this. You know who you are. And hopefully I'll be seeing more of you.

-Nif

okay! so time for an update? i think so.
this week has been insane school-work wise. i feel worked almost to death. so much information crammed into my head. and its only october! i have to work sat from 8:30-2. gah.
oh well, i hope i can do something friday night. maybe someone wants to go see the fog with me? anyone?
hmm. what else.
early morning chem lab tomorrow. woot. woot. 6:50 am.
crazyness.
so im slacking on doing my applications. i think i'll prob get to 'em over the weekend though. i know where i wanna go so yeah. i have an open house at canisus on saturday the 22nd. i'm missing the one at UB cause i have to work damnit. oh well.
FALL WEEKEND 2005 is coming up! Nov 11-13! Its so much money, but so worth it. ;D
Mkay, hmmm other news...::thinks::
i cant really think of anything else to say? not that anyone really reads this lol. mkay! well. later skaters.

-nif ♥

Yeah, so my weekend = WORK.
Crazyness.
I watched the first Red Sox/Yanks game at Dianne's house (with Andy) and it was a fun time (cause the sox won).
But then we lost game 2, but won game 3.
Oh well, I'm hoping for another Red Sox/Yanks playoff.

Actually, I just hope the Angels beat the Yankees. ;D

But anyways.

Chemistry homework was insane as usual. I am getting pummeled with homework lately. All the AP classes are starting to weigh heavily on me. Along with internship. >.< and work. GAH!

I need a day off.

La la. I'm looking foward to club on tuesday.
I need a night off.

-Nif

So Eric Dill.
Is my new crush.
Even though he's famous.

I LOVE HIM.

Anyways.
This AP chem lab is impossssssssible.

Yeah, it is.

And i have AP bio lab tomorrow morning...GAH.

Oh well.

Hmm. Nothing else is really going on in my life.
Club tomorrow night! Everyone go. 7pm @ Knox.

Mkay. Well, THE END.

what a pointless entry.

-nif

Heya kiddos!
The week is finally over. Yay.
I think I failed the AP chem test...

But anywho.

I took Dragan shopping the other day with Allysonnnnn.

American Eagle: button up polo, white with blue stripes, and a brown tee that says "almost handsome" and has a cool star (i think) on the sleeve.

Pac Sun: Maroon Hurley long sleeved...shirt.

Old Navy: THIS AWESOME BLACK TRACK JACKET. With green stripes down the side....a grey long sleeved polo with maroon stripes, and a sweater of some sort.

YEAH. Shopping was fun. When Dragan wore the button up polo with this green cap/hat thing...he looked like a model! It was amazing.

But yeah.

Today I went to Grand Island and watched KENMORE WEST beat GI in volleyball. It was amazing. But good effort andy!

The play of the game: When nawotka spiked the ball as hard as he could at dave humphrey...who hip thrusted it back at him.

FETUS was there playing. (Ziggy). It made my day.

It was amazing.

Then Alex Pappas and I went to the movies! The Corpse's Bride. It was cute. ;D And funny. But the best part?
THE HARRY POTTER PREVIEW!

Lol. Afterwards we got some greek food at Olympic. It was fun.

So yeah. Tomorrow consists of:
*dentist appointment
*homeworkkkkk.
*house work.

I'm super excited!
Then I work from 12:30-6pm on Sunday. Wootness.

So yeahhh. Call my cell or something and save me from the boringness of the rest of my weekend.
7164653174.

much appreciated.

xoxo
-nif

Omigawsh, school = insane already!
So yeah.
AP calc = not bad.

AP bio = shoot me later.

AP chem = shoot me NOW. early morning lab at 7am on the THIRD DAY OF SCHOOL. with like, crap about mols and finding emperical formulas after heating zn(s) and hcl(aq)!? meeep.

AP english = shoot me forever. we have a diagnostic essay on mon. 40 min long. the ap english exam sounds impossible. i cant wait!

AP gov't = crazy! but fun. but a lot of work to come.

AP eco = CORNELL ISNT A HARDASS. hes just a republican. and i like diversity in our insanely liberal democratic school. ;D YAY! no bush bashing in this class. besides. cornell is hilarious.

Internship = only mondays and weds, so early release on the other days! woot!

AND YEAH. Working at Wegmans is ok. This kid Nick...in my grade at school is a front end coordinator, and i kept asking questions lol. Cause im still kinda new. Poor kid prob thinks im stupid.

Hmm. What else.
ALLYSON YOU LIKE A BOY!
tell me.

OH YEAH. i made a silly face for my ID card. I sucked in my lips and crossed my eyes. sexy right?

i cant wait.

well now, im done. ;D TTYL folks.

-niffer

yeah.

i love how i have to invite myself everywhere...or just not go anywhere. you know how much that sucks?

does anyone think to call nif?

no.

why'd i get a cell? i dunno. no one calls it anyways.

...

i need a life.

or just one that doesnt suck so much.

Woo. I haven't had an emo entry in awhile. So here it goes.

I feel down. Again. Left out of everything. I feel like I have about one real good friend and she lives 20 min away so its hard to see her. And after Y.L.S.V its hard to get used to normal day life with annoying brothers and dogs that crap on the furniture.

UUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

It feels like everyone I know has a boyfriend/girlfriend or an interest, and I have NONE. It seems that everyone is going out and doing fun things and no one EVER invites me. Is my phone out of service or something? Ugh. Well w/e. I'm learning not to give two sh*ts anymore.

I'm ready for school again. Summer sucks. It reminds me of how pathetic my life really is when no one calls or cares.

f;jklasfjaklsfjlkashgal!

-Nif

I miss YLSV Already!!!

But I made some new friends and got closer to some old ones. So here's to you guys ;]

Alicia- I know we'll sort things out- we always do. Sorry about all the drama at camp- but lets remember the good times instead! Like water skiing! ;] I love ya hun!

DP- Wow, dont know where to start!! You are awesome and I'm so glad we got closer at camp. We rock at pool and omg you rock at b-ball baby! We had some great singing times [in the canoe] CHAPEL SONG!! I'm so glad you went! <3

Jess S- Gah! I love you tons! Camp just brought us closer with the canoe ride [hehe] and our serious talks about guys. You are an amazing girl and I love you. V-ball the first day was awesome! I'll miss you so much this summer- we need to chill! <3

Rory- Heh. I know you prob wont read this, but I had to include you. I'm so glad we became friends this past week- especially after our rough past. Keep on keeping on tiger! [rawr lol]

Keith- I wasn't gonna put you in here originally, but online you are so much nicer! Lol. You were awesome this week 'Wes'...we soooo kicked Scott's ass in foosball. Your the best bare handed ping pong player I know. Grateful Dead rawks. Hope to keep in touch with ya.

Ashley- I'm so glad I got to know you more this week. You are an awesome girl- we are great tennis players, right? I admit I was scared of you the first time I met you but know that I know you- I'm glad we're friends. ;] Thanks for an awesome week! And you rock at pool!

Steve- Hey, thanks for being there for me this week, especially when I was feeling down. You knew just what to say and it helped a lot. And we rock at fooseball! Thanks for being a friend - even though you are a yankees fan lol.

Clarence Gurls- Not sure you're gonna read this either. But you guys rock a lot. First impressions were kinda bad- but you proved to rock. Club Rave!! Heiny, Courtney, Caitlin and Sarah- you guys are crazy fun! Kelsey- you are one of the nicest girls I know. Thanks for spotting for me when I attempted to water ski. Go Andersons!

Kentucky Guys- I didn't really get to know you all that well but I thought I'd add you guys. I loved Bob's belt, it rocked! Matt and Taylor (Betty)...you guys rock as well. And Matt, I must say you are great at shuffleboard and tennis lol. "So do you guys have the internet in kentucky??" lol.

Well, I think that's it. Sorry if I missed anyone. I'll write more about camp later if I can muster the energy. And omg! We got a dog everyone! Her name is Josie. Heh. Anywho. I'm tired and some people have already posted pics from camp! So TTYL all.

<3 Nif

School starts tomorrow people.

AHHHHH! This break was too short.

Anyways. Drivers ed ends in 3 weeks. Then...I get my LISCENCE. or however its spelled. And I'll be able to drive at night. WOO HOO.

My tummy feels funny. I have to present my author exploration project tomorrow. I am so not prepared. Oh well.

I'll see most of you tomorrow. ;D Byeee

<3 Jenn

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OMIGAWSH. I haven't updating in awhile. But...driver's ed is now worth going to. xD Hott guy drives me home. I WANT HIS CAR! He is one lucky kid. And he has a strange yet cool taste in music.

Anyways. Nothing else has really happened. Well. That's a lie. But I don't want to talk about my whole life online now do I?

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